I should use this blog to write my story

I talked about the people who make me feel bad in my blogspot, so i gonna write the good people in here. Lol hey it is kind of fun to do this write here and there.

Val, Kenny, Johkie - Lol, those three are always so cheerful and happy, they are nice people too, talking to them very good lor, we all like music, dance and stuff. Greet people always full of energy lol

Terry - He actually not a bad guy le, lol. Easy to talk to also, lol same wavelength also.

Jack - Good old dear friend, fellow otaku lol. Don't angry le me saying tat. One of my longest friend le, he very good lor loyal also listen to my bitching from time to time haha. Otaku rox lor, we love anime!!

Kai - Good old dear friend with spiky remark for me these days. Lol, playing guitar with him  remind me, i not a fucking lousy guy who have nothing he want to do. Listen to my complain from time to time also lol and scold me most of the time. J rock rox, making a band is gonna be fun, let go shredding on the guitar 0.0

Zhen Yi & KC - Zhen Yi President of Kendo club, lol easy going guy man, nice and fair guy lol then don't have airs also. KC, not bad guy le, he really got alot of interesting things to show, lol friendly le. Zhen Yi and KC noe even more anime stuff than me lol, great lor. Actually Glen also but haiz, did i piss him off?.

If ythe reason you are not here maybe because   

Wow went to eat wif kendo club guys in S11 and one really crazy taxi uncle bring us there and he fucking hate japanese........

SS was saying some jap word and he caught us saying it and he even say some himself  =.= but suddenly the conversation went into how japanese kill our ancestors last time 0_0. 

Cos i in front seat i talk more to him =.=

He say that and i say American kill Iraqi nowadays too i think someone say ya lor. But he didn't want to reply

He say us study  so much still like Japanese, i say make money, international relation good better

And finally he say. If it were me i don't care  i want revenge, no chance only OMG Freakin scary.

I really want to tell him go read some Budda scripture or religious thingy so he won't so nonsense =.= But i got off the car. Alina SS and SH were saying he crazy lor i agree also:

I wan to show off my intelligence but ya forget it, i think he more psychopatic than me. Who noes wat he will do to me.
I understand he may have some issue but please don't drag Innocent people into it

My Logic:

1. The Japanese nowadays ain't the one who started the war, it was the old japanese people
2. It ain't the Japanese people who start the war its the emperor and the generals, if you want to go fault finding go find them, but yeah most of them are dead.
3. Granted the past Japanese are stupid for following the emperor oops. So you gonna follow in the emperor footstep and do the same thing like killing innocent?
4. Are you gonna ask someone to pay for a crime he never committed, Father Debt, Son pay is fuckin stupid you know?and downright evil
5. When i say American are killing Iraqi, yeah it is all Bush fault, i blame some American for supporting the idea but i dun to kill them all.
6. Does he think Chinese are so pure and righteous? Do you know we too kill countless people  in countless war too.
7. Do he know European also strip us Asia of our pride, tradition and resources and kill our ppl too, oh so he's sayin it's ok they did it and we don't hold a grudge fir them then only japanese?
8.Do he know a countess in Europe hundreds of years ago kill hundreds of virgin girl and bath in their blood to get young ago? You want her pay for her debt? What wif her descendents?
9. Did he know the First Emperor of China commited many atrocities to build his empire, oh so we need to destroy the system of living tat prove efficient ?
10. Did he know that even now China are taking resources from Africa and making them suffer without African getting benefit from it?
11. So German is the one who started war world 1 and 2, y u don't go fuck them also?

You don't pay blood with blood, it will only spill more blood
A crime of a ancestors does not result in  a death penalty for his descendant
He probably don't what a vicious cycle means

12. Oh did you know some American protected alot of people during WW2 in special protected area 
14. Did he know the Chinese red army save alot of villagers from army warlord
15. Did he know alot of technology things we enjoy now come from japan and america
16. Did he know  that In Germany now war is frown upon and wearing any uniform is bad taste?
17. Did he know that two old enemy soldier from WW2, One German, One American, who fought in the same battlefield meet after all those years and cry while reminscing about the past? Why they cry? Because they understand that war was for nothings but serve to destroy the life of millions.And that killing human is just not what a human is made to do (i remember the exact words)
18. Did he know a Japanese student after learning of what his ancestor did feel so appalled by it he even went to china and want to learn more and say sorry to the people there even though he was meet with discrimination


There are good and nice guys and evil and bad guys in every race, how could you want to say a race is bad and want to kill them?
A man who don't understand kindness is the one who start war just like mr taxi uncle, i read too much junk stuff, all relating to Justice and Law and Evil :D

OO i just remembered my intelligence is middle-high level, lol, coz i just realize i wrote all those stuff without refering to anything but seriously i have low self esteem issue, ahhh so inhabiting, can't function properly sob

I talk too much but ya you know i really wanted to show off my intelligence, sorry

I WILL BE SCOLDING A LOT OF VULGARITIES IN HERE DON"T LOOK IF YOU DON"T LIKE IT

I might write too much but that bcos im piss and been angry these recently


I am shifting my whole blog here, blogspot sucks and my blog is down so i got to do this, yea whatever.

Well i am bitchin cos really...really too many people got the wrong image of who i fuckin truly is, so here goes my first entry

I got my drive back, now that i remember who i am and who i should be. Some bitch piss me off by doing or saying some uncalled for things don't assume who ask me if u wan to know but i decide who i wan to ans back . Whatever i let you guys guess who the lucky girl is .... She could drop dead for all i care, and i be happy to see that hahaha lm just joking maybe. And people people, ain't they mistaking something, tch tch it's bad to assume too much.

You know i am Pisces, so i have two ends of personalities, one nice and one bad. Well i know it's bullshit but shut the fuck you who think it is bullshit. It's people like you who make me confuse.

When i get angry and stuff, people will say "Oh you can't do tat, cos you are a nice guy, it is not your character" and assume im harmless. Well one fucking thing they don't understand is im being nice bcos i dun want to insult them so juz like the fucking cunts they are they get over my head, good job mate. That was so what i ask for.

You know, im not exactly harmless or the weak otaku or nice guy or whatever people assume i am. My family knows that, My relatives too know that. I get into fights from time to time from my childhood to teenage life... wow didn't expect that did you. Well i wasn't a bad kid in fact i was a good kid, like now people misunderstands and pick a fight with me ah you will think i lose right, fuck you, i be honest even though i lose some, i also won some. And i like the scene where the guy who i plummeted to the ground in the toilet once, he dun't even dare look at me in the eyes after that hahaha, well he started it.

But my teachers and parents wow great job people, punish me severly and say i was wronnggg and make me feel so miserableee, so much for supportive and loving. I love my parents, but they ain't very helpful in my self esteem and yea my fucking teachers i hate them alright they can be still laughing and joking with the troublemakers in school.

But i was the stupid fuck for listening to my teachers and being the good and nice boy in school. It sure help in being miserable, why? cos i am the odd one in school.

But why would people think i am weak? And even now??? I take taekwondo a few years back and even know the basic of other martial arts, i dun feel like bragging cos people will think im lying, but the fucking truth is if you get into a fight with me, don't expect to get out unharm. To control my violent self i even take kendo nowadays a more philosophical and safe martial art........yea whatever don't think it help controlling me

I would like like to say this one day, i might not look tough but those who think so are all laying on the ground,sooner or later hahahaha

I don't punch people anyhow cos im not a beng and i dun wan to cos trouble for the person who piss me off even, but apparently, it worsen my image. Thats what i get for being nice and listening to our "elders". 

All of them juz deny my existence and want me to do this want me to do that, all assuming what i should be while hurting me. FUCK OFF can u all stop assuming

You want me to bite like a snake, i will. I talk too much cos, i have been controlling myself lately?